Letting go just a little

Today I gave you each 1 oz of formula. I feel terribly guilty about it, but i know it might be best. Spending 4-5 hours per day pumping is taking 4-5 hours of mommy away from you. I am still committed to giving you breast milk until you are at least 6 months old, it just might be better for all of us if I am not worried with keeping up with your combined 50 ounces per day. I love you more than life little boys, and hope I'm doing the right thing.